- Well there have been this one weird feeling since she and her brothers
stepped out of the car for the first time this summer, började jag I hopp o
matt hon skulle fatta.
- So you do love her?
Jag struntade I huvudet och lät hjärtat tala istället.
- Yes, yes I do love her.

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Marys perspektiv:
- I feel so lonely.
- Don’t, you know I’m only a phone call away.
- I know but I wish I was on Ireland with you and my brothers and dad.
- I know, you will soon be.
- What if I have to stay here for three weeks?
- Then we’ll meet up in London, I’m not gonna forget about you and lose the
contact I promise.
- What if it happens anyway? You have tour and stuff and well I jus…
- We won’t lose contact again Mary!
- You can’t promise that!
- Yes I can!
- No!
- Yes!
- And what makes you promise that?
- I can’t tell you.
- Why not?
- I just can’t okey?
- Okey.
- I promise okey?
- Okey.
- Do you belive me?
- For some weird reason yes I do belive you.
- Good.
En tystnad uppstod.
Inte en pinsam utan en lugn tystnad.
- Mary?
- Uhu?
- If I told you a secret would you keep it?
- Ofcourse!
- Would you think of me like a freak if I told you?
- You’re not a freak Nialler.
- So I can tell you?
- Anything, I’ll keep your secrets safe.
Jag hörde honom andas snabbt.
- Have you ever felt one feeling for someone and one day you just feel different?
- Like a different feeling?
- Yeah.
- I don’t know what you mean.
- Imagine you bestfriend or teacher.
- Okey.
- You feel like it’s never going to be any not-friends love right?
- Right.
- And then one day when they walk in the classroom or say hi to you there is a
different feeling.
- Like a feeling of love?
- Yeah, I think so?
- You think so?
- I don’t really know what love means.
Han har en poäng, vad betyder egentligen kärlek?
- If you suddenly feel like you need this person more than before, you smile
whenever someone says their name or you feel your heart beating harder, sa han
tyst.
- Have you ever felt like that when it comes to someone you never thought you
would feel that for?
Jag tänkte efter, enkelt svar!
Ja.
- Yes.
Han var tyst.
- What are you trying to say anyway Niall?
- Ehm…
- Just tell me, please?
- I-I….
Han var tyst en stund innan jag fick den största chocken någonsin.
- I love you Mary.

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